Made me think for a bit about my suicidal thoughts. It's so funny, because I want attention, but everytime I think about suicide I'm horrifide by the idea of doing something public like that.
I'm in a decent place right now, that's all I'm gonna say on that.
I have a job interview Monday with the JC Penney call center. So, cross your fingers for me.
Tonight we went over to my aunt's for her birthday and visted a bit. We played poker and I won the biggest pot of the night.
My other aunt made me feel guilty for not having a job. I know she thinks I'm lazy and a bum and horribly selfish... And I've just realized, when I was little her husband, my 'uncle' didn't like children so he therefore didn't like me, intimidated me and made me feel incompetent and stupid. Well now I sort of realize why they're together.
My cousin got back from Hawaii, he spent a week there and he said he loved it. I may have to go someday.
I went online shopping and looked at all the pretty clothes I can't buy... blah.
I am so sick of junk email. My inbox is filled with emails about penis enhancements and getting it up and stuff. Do I look like a boy!? Ah well, screw them... ha! literally!
There was something else I was going to talk about, but I can't remember what...
I think I'm off to bed. Maybe I'll read a bit.