Someday you'll need to stand tall again (emella) wrote,
Someday you'll need to stand tall again
emella

Sofie

My cat Sofie was put to sleep last night.

She wasn't even 10 years old. She was the best cat in the world and I don't know why she's gone.

She never hurt anyone or anything, she had an affinity for chewing on plastic. She loved to look out the window and knead and sleep on blankets. She was finicky and always wanted to smell your hands before you pet her.

She had nightmares sometimes, she would wake up and run to us crying.

She died of complications due to cancer. We didn't even know what was wrong with her. We took her in because a week ago she hurt her leg and we thought she had reinjured it. We went in with the expectation of leg injuries and left without her.

I don't know what to do now. I don't understand how she can be just gone. I don't understand why she's not here. I'll never be able to understand this. She's in heaven but I just want to hold her and cuddle her again. I wish she had understood how much I love her.

I'll never forget her and I wish I had been able to spend more time with her.
Tags: cats, family, general, life, pain, sad
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