I threw an emo shit fit last night because a friend of mine got a job. That's kind of pathetic that instead of feeling happy for her I get all emo and retardedly depressed because I don't feel like I can get a job.
One good thing came out of it though, I was able to snap myself back to reality, which has never happened before. Usually it just gets worse until Mom fixes it.
Anyway so after I went through this stupidness I decided to grab my destiny by the balls. My motivation won't last, but today I've been really good about food intake and I also went out and helped clean the garage and I washed the car. We've still got more to do, but it's something.
No real news otherwise. Happy Memorial day!