Someday you'll need to stand tall again (emella) wrote,
Someday you'll need to stand tall again

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Some new developments... not really

Okay, so I've been pretty meh lately. I've been looking for a job for about a month and have had one interview and one project/interview thing, so I'm not completely emo about it, but at the same time a bit disheartened.

Anyway so in the meantime I've started growing some plants. Yes plants, that's all you're going to get, because implications are bad and certain plants have implications. wink wink.

Anyway, the growing is fun and I'm enjoying it, but it's a lot more work than I thought it would be. More work and more money.

Eh, it's kind of an experiment that I hope turns out well. I don't really have a lot else going on.

In fannish news, I started writing a Sam/Gabriel-ish fic that I really want to see through. It's a five things fic and I think I can make it work. The fic was there, it was like begging me to write it, I've got one out of the six parts done, but I've still got a bit of episode re-watching to do and then I've got to sit and just write the other five parts.

I'm like SUPER rusty at writing fic. I have the problem where I'm visual and I see everything, and then to take the pictures and actions and dialogue and turn it into words, good writing, actual good writing, is like really hard. I never thought it was easy by any stretch, but I've written a lot of stuff in the past few years that wasn't fic that sounded eloquent and interesting and even creative. It's just different with fic I guess.

Anyway, I think I'm gonna go clean the kitchen or something.

Happy Wednesday y'all.

P.S. I love my new mood theme!! The old one was great but it was like all season one and two. This one was created sometime last year I think. Made by vt_graphics.
Tags: fandom, fic, general, job, life, me, plants, supernatural, work

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