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Supernatural - Castiel fresco

December 2010

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Supernatural - John

Depression ain't just a thing

I feel like shit.

Graduation and Portfolio Review were on Friday. I'm finished with school.

I packed up and moved and now I feel like my whole life has been upset.

I feel like my friends, my apartment, and my job(school) have been ripped away from me.

I spent a shit ton of money on portfolio review and I probably won't get a job from it. I left Pittsburgh with no prospects, and the only thing that's changed is that I'm 100,000 dollars in debt and I have a piece of paper with my name on it.

I'm living in a city with no friends and no job and I'm bored.

I'm overwhelmed and bored at the same time, sad and depressed and I don't want to be here.

I feel like this is all, this is everything.

My most stressful and sad days in Pittsburgh were better than today.

I don't even really feel like I accomplished anything or did anything, I just feel down and out and bored and like now I have to go back to the real world. Pittsburgh feels like some wonderful playground awesome dream time and now I have to go home or wake up or something and it is awful. I feel awful.

This sucks.


That sucks. :( But hey, I feel like this WITHOUT that piece of paper with my name on it so that's something, right? :/
Hey! you guys are friends! sweet!
Yep, via you.
Yeah... That sucks, I was like this before college as well, but now I have a reason. bleck
May I ask what you majored in?

And if it makes you feel any better, there are a ton of people in your exact situation...nearly everybody is in debt these days. Banks know it's hard, so they're probably not going to hound you too much about it, especially since you're a student. It's not like you borrowed money for a house they can repossess...they can't take away your brain or your diploma. ;)
Yeah, the money thing is whatever...

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