Someday you'll need to stand tall again (emella) wrote,
Someday you'll need to stand tall again

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Dead inside

Oh man. I can't even. I've been painting all day and my brain and body are fried. I've been painting for the last 11 hours and I can't even really comprehend at this point.

I feel so crazy and weird. Like I'm still obsessing about the painting but I had to step away because I couldn't like judge stuff anymore. I couldn't function with it anymore. My god.

When I paint or color I always have the tv on in the background so that while my hands are busy my mind is as well. Well I've gotten to the point that I can't deal with it anymore. I still have one more color to put on the painting and I'm like obsessing over the fact that I think it looks horrible and stupid. I just can't even deal right now.

I've been painting for two days straight and I have to go paint tomorrow too.

Just kill me now.
Tags: art, college, general, me

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