I feel so crazy and weird. Like I'm still obsessing about the painting but I had to step away because I couldn't like judge stuff anymore. I couldn't function with it anymore. My god.
When I paint or color I always have the tv on in the background so that while my hands are busy my mind is as well. Well I've gotten to the point that I can't deal with it anymore. I still have one more color to put on the painting and I'm like obsessing over the fact that I think it looks horrible and stupid. I just can't even deal right now.
I've been painting for two days straight and I have to go paint tomorrow too.
Just kill me now.