May 28th, 2010

Supernatural - BitchyJennyNoir

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Okay, so I just really wanted to say Fuck, but I'm still irritated.

I feel listless and annoyed. I'm so sick of looking for jobs I don't want and then applying to said jobs and not getting a response or getting a response and not getting the job.


I hate this economy and I'm really fucking sick of living here. The thing that like baffles my mind is that I'm good at what I do! I'm not even getting phone calls or email responses and I'm good at what I do! There are like 6 graphic design related positions in the city at any given time and there are probably 300 people applying for them so clearly the odds are against me.

I don't know what to do anymore. I mean I can only keep applying, but in about a month all of the other college graduates are going to be out there as well and that is NOT good.

Fuck this economy and fuck the stupid people who decided it would be a good idea to buy a $300,000 house when they only make $60,000! Fucking consumerism and mass consumption, sometimes I kind of hate that I'm American.

HarryPotter - RonIconEffect

Meme thing and Icons

Five questions meme.
1 - Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 - I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.
3 - You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 - You'll include this explanation.
5 - You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.

I was interviewed by xthrowitaway.

1. What is the nerdiest thing you've ever said/done?
Oh man, no clue, usually I just remember the crappy stuff I've said. I think just whenever I've squeed about Supernatural or any of my fandoms, that's pretty nerdy.

2. Do you watch make-up tutorials on YouTube?
No, but I've seen them before, I watched one about doing a 40's pinup look but the girl was on crack cause she just looked goth at the end.

3. Do you drive? And if so, what kind of car?
Yes but I don't own a car, I'm stuck with our old '91 Aerostar. Most of the time I drive our '08 Edge though.

4. What kind of person are you attracted to?
Heh heh heh, nice there with the key word being 'person.'
Attractive Abercrombie and Fitch type models for boys - pretty and, not built-but like definitely muscled, usually brunette, green or blue eyes. As for chicks I'm not really sure, I know looks wise what general area I gravitate towards, but no definitive clue personality wise. I like girls who are pretty and soft, girly, usually redheads. I think that is so weird btw. Why God decided to make us like certain types of people I'll never know, but there you have it.
I'm always attracted to people (mostly guys) who are like assholes that think they're the coolest thing since sliced bread. I don't know what that's about.

5. How do you feel about water births?
CREEPY! There have been women giving birth NOT in water for like thousands of years so I think it's safe to assume that that is an okay way to go about it. I don't like the idea of people sweating so the thought of a tub full of baby grossness is disturbing to me. *shudders*

ANYWAY, okay, so in other news I've spent like all day watching Star Trek TNG while making icons. I spent like the last two days creating a simple Castiel Wing manip, that is far from real looking up close, but perfect for icons. So now I've been making icons all day. I've got I think like 9 Cas Wing icons and I've got like two or three more and then I'm going to make some general SPN icons. Hopefully I'll get the icons done by the end of the weekend. Right now I'm working at a rate of like 1 icon ever 45 minutes. I never remembered them taking this long before, but maybe that's just because before I wasn't spending so much time perfecting them. *shrug* I dunno.

Anyway that's all for now. ;)