March 6th, 2005

Supernatural - Castiel fresco

Another Day...

Went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond today, got pissed that I couldn't buy the comforter I wanted. It was really a duvet, but It was like 180$. We also went out to dinner and I was bad and got peanut butter pie. It was yummy.

Found out what dorm I'm supposed to be in also. Hawthorn Hall, fourth floor. No elevator.

There is no way in hell I am not having an elevator on the fourth floor. Mom is gonna call and talk to them about it tomorrow.

I also had a fit/minor breakdown about what to do with my life. I got mad and frustrated and said I wasn't going to college. ugh. I'm getting cold feet over it. Sort of.

And ok, I'm getting tired of the look that people give me when I say what I want to do, I'm like 'Oh, I want to get into movies, ya know writing scripts and what not.' and they always give me this look. It's so irritating. *sigh*

Am I making the right decision? Am I going to the right school? The right future? I am kinda getting anxious about the future, like I'm so depressed because I know I'll end up alone and hating my job. That's just how it's going to be, because I can't get off my ass and do anything about it. I have no drive and ambition. I can't even lose weight. How am I going to get the job I want if I can't even stick with a diet?

I fucking hate life. It's all a bunch of bullshit.
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With the fun...

Meme gakked from umbralillium

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
Amber Charles Mill

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name):
Nachos Jim

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant):
Lovin'(McDonalds Cup) Bob Evans

4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):
Cinnamon Bahamas

5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied):
Emmy Nowhere

6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name):
E. Dear

7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen):
Pop Tea

8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School):
Kitten Darby

9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink):
Pie Margarita

10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived):
Renee Worthington-Row

11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Bubblegum McLachlan

12. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( First 2 letters of your first name and the first 3 Letters from your last name makes your first name. Take the first 2 letters of your mother's maiden name and the first 3 letters of the city you were born in):
Emdea Decol

Yes, I used my real name for the ones needing letters from my name.
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In which I appreciate...

Taken from secondverse.


March 6 through March 13

Post to your LJ each day at least one of your favorite fanfic authors and why you love them, their work, and why they need more appreciation.


I choose toobusy2write. I love Kat. She is one of the most fantastic writers around. Her characterizations are flawless and she writes THE best sexual angst. Her story

made me a huge fan. She's such an excellent writer, she doesn't let us suffer too long between updates and she always hits a home run with her chapters. Her plots are always fantastic and she never has grammar issues. I love that she's very dedicated and never skimps or cuts corners. She always explains things and weaves intricate tales that leave you begging for more. She deserves tons of smoochies and I love her for writing her fantastic stories.


I'll post my Monday entry tomorrow. :)
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