I'm still crying. Oh my god. The metaphors are killing me and apparently Dean.
Oh my god Jared with the tears and the sex and oh my god its so sad and I don't want Dean to have to kill Sam and it's horrible.
Last weeks episode was horrible and this one is brilliantly upsetting. The plot to the subtext to everything. It's horribly horribly sad.
And omg, Dean with the tears and Sam's tears. When Sam stepped up to the plate and then squared his shoulders and stepped forward I just saw what Dean saw, this little boy who's heart just got broken and I can feel what Dean feels, how he just wants to take away the pain.
So fuckingly unbelievably sad.