You're this close to your place in the world.

So I just found out one of my friends is mad at me. I'm not sure why but another one of my friends said that it was because I keep calling her ugly or something. I NEVER said she was ugly and she's by FAR from it. The only thing that I think she could be referring to is that I kept talking about makeup. I don't think she needs it, I just like to play with makeup.

I hate this and I hate the fact that she's mad at me.

WHY THE HELL DO I GET IN RANDOM FIGHTS WITH PEOPLE?!?!

I just want to like curl up into a ball and cry because I feel like it's worthless to even try to be friends with anyone because it will just all end up badly and I suck at people skills and eveyrone secretly hates me. I know I'm being melodramatic at this point, but I just I don't know.