Okay here is my official statement: I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm never on LJ anymore and that I haven't been a very good friend. I hate to give all of you up, but I'm severely lacking in availability to be online. I miss you all sooooo much and I'm so sad that I haven't talked to you all in so long. If you want to de-friend me I understand, just know that I still love you guys and miss you and I wish I was here being active on lj.
*hugs to you all*
I think I might go cry now. :(