I was sobbing. I haven't cried this hard since the end of Angel.
I still feel numb and sad and devastated. I can't even really think I'm just crying and oh my god.
I knew, I knew that when he was okay at the halfway point in the show, that's when I knew he would die. To die alone and then Izzie crying and Karev and I can't stop crying.
I don't want him to die. I didn't want him to die.
I don't want him to die!
And he died alone! And I don't whant him to die!
I'm still crying and I don't want him to die.
Maybe more thoughts later when I can breath.